the anticipation!!

Bake should be getting his call, literally ANY.DAY.NOW. and the anticipation is killing me! haha the thought of his mission, never leaves my mind. I find myself with constant knots in my stomach, daydreaming, and yes, even loosing sleep over it...what can i say? i over think everything!! I told him that im nervous for his call and he thought i was a total weirdo. "why are you nervous?? its not your call silly!"

I just want to know where the heck the other half of my heart will be for the next two years thats all!

I want to know how long the letters are going to take to get to you!

I want to know the place i will dream of being in for 730 days!

I want to know how much longer i have left to spend with you!

I want to know how far you're going to be from me!...but then agian, even provo might as well be china.

THAT'S why im nervous. kay babe? hahaha

I wish that I even had a guess as to where he was going? everyone's got to have a guess though..soo i'm definitely going to have one before he opens it. I've just got to think long and hard about it. I'm hoping it's to norway (: buuuut that's a slim chance!

I swear if the call doesn't come this week, im going to loose it! haha im so bad at this whole patience thing. I can't handle these giant knots in my stomach for any longer! I can't even imagine how he feels.

I'm SO happy for him though (:

Nothing makes me more proud then to say that I am dating a missionary.

&no matter where your mission takes you baby, i'll carry your heart with me.