The Call Finally Came!

Today Baker's call came in the mail!!! (: i swear i've never felt so many emotions at once!

nervous/excited/happy/sad/overwhelmed/emotional/proud/anxious

as we were waiting for him to open it I couldn't seem to put my mind on anything else but that white envelope sitting on the table. I couldn't eat beacuse i had hardcore butterflies and i couldn't talk much because I was scared that if i did, i might throw up. hahah.

Bake gets up in the front of the room and announces that he " Elder Pritchard, would be serving in the Honolulu Hawaii mission and would be reporting to the MTC on March 28, 2012."

first of all HAWAII???!! that's so exciting! and so amazing for him, because that is where his mom grew up, and where a bunch of his family is. (: Im actually jealous of him because i have never even been to hawaii...sooo i might just have to go and pick him up? (; haha!!

second of all..he leaves sooo soon!! :( don't get me wrong, im so glad that he will be leaving soon. Because like we all know, the sooner he leaves, the sooner he gets back (:(:(:

BUT i wish that i had more time to spend with him before he leaves! but i know that we will make the absolute best of the time that we have left (:

I gave him his Valentines Day present early, because in his words "opening up a call is way more important than some stupid holliday." haha I got him this really cool bracelet that says bake <3 mandy 5.11.10. he liked it alot (: and said that he would wear it all the time out on his mish! this is all seeming way too real.

I have never been more proud to call this boy mine. He truly is one of the most amazing people I have ever met. and how lucky am I to be able to call him my boyfriend? He will do such an amazing job serving the people of hawaii. I know that there are certain people out there that he is meant to touch. and meant to bring to the church.

I wish that i could express into words how much this boy means to me and how much i really do genuinely love him!

I'm going to miss everything about you baby. and when i say everything, i mean everything! down to the littlest things. But i am so excited for this next part in our journey together. I know that we can do this (: and i cant wait to see the blessings that it brings into our relationship. You mean the world to me Baker Toti Pritchard. and that will never change! You are everything that i want, and more than i deserve. " i will think about you every single day. part of me is scared that there will come a time when you dont feel the same way, that you will somehow forget about all that we shared. but despite those thoughts, i want to do this. because i want you forever."

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you


And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' til you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything


My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold


And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish


I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you and the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take

I want to remember this feeling
FOREVER<3